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| So I came upstairs to initially blog...well that was about 4:30pm. Now the clock is flashing 6:40pm. What the hell was I doing on the computer for so long that it had to leach into my bloging time?! Of course i had to check my facebookwellsfargogmailyoutubeyelp and all sorts of misc things that were so not related to xanga. lol. I had it all planned out. I was gonna blog for at least thirty mins while i waited for my nailpolish to dry. For the past couple of days i have tried to make a mental note of what i wanted to talk about and now...i'm starting to find out that it's all leaked out of my ears and it blew away with the wind.
since now, im kind of beat ill make a note of what i want to talk about next time since im such a freakin retard.
1. car 2. bachlorette party 3. 'you too!' 4. wheres the rain! 5. friendships that have faded.
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| I haven't been on here in forever.
I almost forgot how to navigate through this thing.
Life is good.
Life is great.
Time to sleep.
I promise I'll write soon.
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| it's official. i have finally picked names for our new family members.
puppy #1 who was named Fatty for the longest time because she was huge when she came out is now Kiwi. Makes you kind of salivate huh? shes such a smartie pants and soooooo lazy. i love it!
puppy #3 who was named, Emo and Winky for the longest time. Since i named Kiwi, angelo got to name him. He named him Smokie. he's the cutest little runt ever!
as for puppy #2, my sister called me yesterday to let me know that they have given Other to the owners of the stud. when they came home, gucci was running around the house crying and looking for her. it was so dramatic sounding. i really wish i could have kept her. she was such a great puppy. so smart, but she had the hyperness level as chase, and that was going to be a big problem.
i love my babies. i cant get enough of them!!
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| happy one month to me! one whole month since i started my quit smoking
program!!! for some reason, time has been moving so slooooow for
this. but im sooooooooooooo proud of myself!!! absolutely no
cheating!!! who cares that i've gained 7lbs! lol. so tonight
angelo's taking me out to olive garden to celebrate! i cant wait!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
the other night angelo told me how proud he was. and guess what? i started crying. im a retard like that. | | |
| i've been horrible with xanga. xanga hates me. i blog somewhere else and just paste and copy my entries here. anyway, here's whats been happening with the whole not smoking thing.
day 2
it was so much harder today. the cravings are more intense. 4 pieces of dentyne gum. my jaw's tired.
day 3.75
its day three and three quarters. i'm exxxxxxxxhausted. these vivid
dreams are killing me. i feel like im awake with my eyes closed. they
say that insomnia takes place pretty often as a side effect. youre
supposed to take the patch off if you start to experience 'vivid
dreams' but i just suck it up and leave it on. i dont see the point
in taking it off at 12hrs and having to up another one on in the
morning, then change at 4o'clock. this suuuuuuuuuuucks!
dreams:
night 1: continuous games of scrabble
night
2: my gradmother was sick and she was dying. this is where i cried
like a baby in my sleep and in real life. then while angelo was
getting ready for work, i was laughing out loud. im not sure what
dream it was, but i was either having a really really funny dream or
going insane from lack of sleep.
last night: i made out with a girl.
DUDE. i need sleep!
it's
1 o'clock and i havent had gum. but i know by the end of the day ill
have 5 pieces. im going to give myself TMJ. i should switch to
lolipops.
today, i feel like crying, but all i need is to breathe and clean. im having these strange urges to dust everything.
i think im the only one i know who has a stress ball at their desk. but it totally helps with the cravings.
week 1
today at 4pm i will reach my 1 week mark!!! im sooooooo proud of
myself. my self control is impressing, to myself at least. lol i have
not cheated, but that does not mean i havent been craving.
those damn dreams are killing me. every morning when i wake up i feel so exhausted!!
friday
night: i had a dream that angelo was playing badminton and he was
sooooo good at it. after my dream i woke up and said to him, 'wow
babe, youre so good.....at badminton!' lol he thought it was the
funniest thing.
saturday night: i was a bartender for the first
time. this stupid lady told me that she wanted a 'budget' drink that
kinda resembles halo halo. myhong was in my dream and i was so mad at
her cause she wouldnt help me make the drink! i guess it was a
vietnamese bar or something cause i said to her...'youre vietnamese!
why cant you help me!' omg i know im crazy. the lady yelled at me
cause it took me 10mins to make the drink and all the ice melted
already.
monday night: i was a chinese acrobat. i could balance on chairs with my hands.
lian
started talking about break dancing today at work and i told her to
stop cause i didnt want to be break dancing in my sleep tonight. lol
im nuts, i know!
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